Saturday, April 30, 2005
"U R NOtz aLLowZ To PLAyz BALLz UPz TiLLz U IMpROVez YA GRAdE!" COaCHz CArTERz SAiDz! YUPz! BInGO! cOAcHZ CArTErz aNZ INsPiRAtIOnaLZ sTORYz wHiChZ aLlz THA BAsKEtBAllz LoVErz MUzTZ wAtCHz!INFactz PeOPLez wHUM LUPz BaskEtBaLLz sHUdz wAtChz.. Itz HOwZ DiGNiTYz sTAndz wITHINz eAchz OTHArz .. CAtCHZ Itz WItz wHITneYZ DAwLInz! aHAhahz! i aMZ woNDErINz.. THIz FUcKInz MOVIez BUFFz .. FOrz 2 weEKZ she dIDNtz CAtChz ANi mOVIez dUE tO sUMz REAsONz!
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9:00 PM
Thursday, April 28, 2005
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9:28 AM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
TAtz MI GETTInz REAdUz TO schOOLz! I HAvEnz cOMbz MA HAiRZ aS MA HAIrz sEEmz WETz!! NAkz sTEpz VOuGE Je! HehHehhehHEhez!!
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7:17 PM
HEYz PEePz! wHAtz UPz! HMMmz.. FirzTLYz i'mZ kinda WaNNAz aPOlOGiseZ 4 NOtz UPDAtInz MA bloGGiez 4 a wEEkz i GUeZZ... Itz JuzTz BECAusEz i'mz BusYZ n i'Mz RunNINz ERRanDZ!! heLLz YEAhz! sO MuChz To dO! wELlz i JuZTz CAmEz BAcKz FRMz sChOOlz ... Itz TIRINz i GUeZz BUtz OHz wELlz GONnaZ Go 4 THa saKEz oFz O leVELz , MA LAwLInz n MA MummYz ... GOsHZ! TAtz a SpAnKz Inz MA FAcEz wHeneVERz i THAnGz OFz O LevELz... i FEltz sO nERvOUs n sCAredz ... i dIdNtz KnowZ Ifz i wEREz aBLeZ TO maKez Itz ORz NOtz .. ITz aINtz EAsYz ...
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2:25 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
TAkEnz INz 1960
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6:50 AM
HMmz DUnz wAnnaZ bREAkZ YA NEckz !! sO HERez THA REaLz 1's wiTz MA FAvez cOlOURz!!IsHZ! AGAINz i sAyz MA FAcez wIFoUtz MAke Upz! ITz Onz MA MummYz BUrPzdAez!
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6:48 AM
mE N HIDAyAhz.. MA CuzzYZ! Ma FaCEZ wIFoUTz MakEz UPz ... JuzTz woKez UPz FRmz sLIPz .. sO HOwZ Iz Itz? UGlyz RITEz?
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2:31 AM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
MA NEwz PHOnez! wiTz BUiLDz INz mp3, VIdEO edITInz, sHArP cAmERa IMAgInz! wOwz! wEE HEeZ!
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7:08 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
MA mUMMyz .. THA RoCKIeZ chICKz! aHAahaz! yEAz! sHEz a PuREz rOCkerz!! thAtZ ma brO raY baNZ SpeCZ !
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11:13 PM
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HMMz wHAtz CaNZ I sAyz ...
I aMz MAkINz a MA BuRpdAEz wIShLIsTz!
MuMMyz ---- NEwz sETz OFz clOTheZ fRMz ToPz To BoTTOMz sINCez i Amz LOsINz wEiGHtz n MA JEANz aRez LosEZ! heHehheHehhez!
1st aUNTz --- MONaYz
2nDz aUNtz --- MONAyz OrZ mp3
3rd aUNtz --- Mp3 ORz MONaYz
4thz aUNTz -- HAiRz ReBOndINz ++ HOliDAyz INz BAtaMz!
THiz IZ THa V.i.P!
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cAnz i HApz ITz?
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THeNz MiTTiNz Ma HUNeYz aFTArz sKOOlz! heheHeHEz! GOinz sUmwHEREz ... PLuz a MIdNITez MoVIeZ!i CANtz wAiTz To HApz a GREAtZ LAuGHz wiTZ u!HILLarIOUz aZ u MiGHtz b ...U Cantz TIcKle Mi..CausEZ i wILlz HApz MA revEnGEz ONz U 4 TicKLInz MI TILlz i CRYz!!theRez CArNiVAlz n cONCerTz GOiNz ONz ..i dUnz KNowz HOwZ Amz i sUppOSEdz TO sPENdz MA TIMeZ wITz MA DEARIez ...BUtz DEArIez i LUPz YA LOtz!! 4 yeArz 2 MOnThz FwENsHIpz wItz YA 1 YEArz 2 MOnTHz RELaTIOnshIPz aINtz eNUfz! i wAnnaZ MoREz!wE wUNz b TRAdINz pReSENtz .. I meAnz Itz stUPIdz ...YEarLYz TAtz wHAtz i dO..wE wILlz JuzTZ gO OUtz..NOTz mORez ... NO pREsENtz ...whENz ITz YEArlYz .. TheNZ i GUezZ ItZ MeAnINzFUlz!aNDz BYz THa WaYZ pEePz i LOsTz a TOTAlz OFz 3.9 Kgz! heHeHhez! MOReZ cUMINz Upz!! sTiLlz GoTz 1 MOnTHz To GO! HehHehheHeh...oKIeZ i GTgz .. CHAoz!! MIzz U GUYz ! LUpz YA LOtz!BUtz i LUPz MA HUneYZ MoReZ !!mWWwaaaCCcccKKKKzzz!!--- PInKIeZ sAnoRITaz ---
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3:49 AM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
HeyZ PEePz! i'MZ sORRYz 4 NOtz UPdatInz YEzTArdaYZ! wAz KIndAz FAmIshEDz ...
HAdz a GREaTZ TImeZ YEzTArDAyz! HOnGsHEngz BUrPzDAyz PArTYz wAz a BLAzTZ!! aMZ i GLaDZ! sUChz a HEArtwArmINz FAmILyz HE Haz n THa FOOdz Itz HEalTHyz.. LowZ INz FAtz .. n POwERz! THA MoTHarz PUlUtz HiTAmz! MArVeLOUz! THA saLTEDz FIsHz fRIedZ rICEz POwERz ... u wAnnaZ KNowZ wAtz i'MZ eaTIN? i MeAnz whEnz i'Mz TheRZ?
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2 fEEDz OFz BEe HOOnz ...
i CHiCKenZ wINgz ..
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3 waTErmeLONz...
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2 OTAHz OTaHz ...
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TheRZ alsO MAkNUrz,HAiRUlz n HAiKAlz! HehheHeHez! GREaTz GUyz .. CHIdIsHz ...
i HAdz sUChz a GREatz DAyz .. THaNKz HAniFz , TAsHA 4 MAkInz MA DAyz!
wENtz TO sTArBUcKz aTz NITez..
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11:59 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
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11:40 PM
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12:29 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
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7:24 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
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8:09 PM
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8:00 PM
