wonderful idea...
6:07 AM
TRIED POSTING THIS 4 29/08/2005.. BUT FAILED SO NOW PEOPLE THIS IS 29/08/2005 POST!LiVInz Inz a LiFe fuLL OF MEss Is wAt iM GOin TrU NOw....
THAnKs To Ma cusSy aZi 4 LendIN Mi a BOOk fuLL OF sECrET InGREdIenTZ 4 sTUdYin...
sErIoUsly i maSelf dUNno IF I Can Make It 4 Ma os..
THa PhOBIa Is TheRE... YEt IM NOT PUttIN anI efFoRt at AlL!!
GOsH1 wAt HAp I BIn doIN alL THeSE wHIle?
wHy i aM so BeIn AdaMAnt whEN IT cuMz to stUdY?
Y Y Y? y CAnT I?
Ma HEalTH Is aT sTake...
FamilIE PrOBs aRisES...
IF B Is NoT THEr 4 MI...
i dUNno wHERe LiFe Is HEadIn TOo....
IM OUtz OF THa MeSS OF TanGLe LOVE...
MI n MA GuY Haf no ProB..
InFAcT He AINt JealOus of THa GUYs THa wAnTs MI... n MI sMS-IN TheR...
HEs PaTienCE n eVEn PRAy 4 ThESe GUy HeaLTh WhuS In LUP wiT MI...
3 GUys wHU wanS MI..
i KCk THeM aWae wIT a HeaVy HEarT....
BUt ONe TAt i CAnT FOrgeT is JAI...
JAi wHerE-eVAr U R.. JusT DUn LosE cOnTAcT WIT Mi JUsT LIke TAt...
YA a DEeP dOWn TO EarTH GUY...
i NId To GEt THa InFO ON Ya HEAlTh..
Im woRRIed...
Its JUsT a CrUsH Tat cuD b FOrgOTTen...
BUT FWensHIP LAsT 4 eVAR...
anYwAe . . IF i BUmP InTO Ya IN anY shOw OR cLUB.. B sURe TO saE HI n sHArE sUM JOKes wIT MI...
NExT FamILy?
LiFez To crONIcle . . . . .
iM FaTEd TO LIVE LIke TheSE . . .
FAmIlY MemBErs HAtE MI...
whEEReNEVar i cOMPAREd THeM To Ma GUy FamIlY...
NOT IN a DiRecT MAnnER . . . . . . .
THeY THanG dIFF . . . .
Y m i aPPReCIaTEd BY FweN n HuBBY NOt FamIlY?
aLwaES FeLT a LUmP IN Ma THrOAt...
Is IT FaiR?
yEsh . lIfEs sEEMs UnFAiR... YEsh ITs TRUe....
n YEt i C THose wIT a HApPy FamILY.. BEsT MUmMy n DadDY wHUEs TRYIn To b UNDarsTAndIN n MakIn THa BesT in THeM...
YEt TheY neGlEct THa PaRENT n CarE MoRe 4 THOSe UNImPORTAnt PeOPle wHuEs seT TO RuiN ThEIr LiFE...
I OnlY wiSh 4 a HAppY FAmiLY OR b LOVEd BY TheM.. IS IT TOO MCH THAT I AM ASKIN 4?
Y MusT U B soO sAcaRsTIc TOwaRds Mi whEn iM ToKIn To MA Guy..
wHEn i WAs cRyIN BadlY saYInz , " dun thang u haf a guy u can neglect family... dun thang that person can undarsatnd u fully... if he leaves u.. im tha one u hate... ur guy mom n younglings bettar than urs! R WE SO BAD?" gosh how i wish i can answe back...
Ma sELf CEnTErEd,eGOisTIc BroTHar OF MINe... asKed MI To GO TO HeLL n gO n diE . . . .
It MAY sEEms IroNic . . .
He saYs It sOO LOUd...
No MUmBLiNg BUT auDiBLe!!
HOw HuRt I FELt .. NOBodY KNowS...
WhY HAs He CHanGE? i LoVe Ma Bro sOO MuCh TAT i nEVAr BLuRT HIs secREts TO MA MUm...
TAt he DrINKs n stUFF..
THeSe HEarT OF MIne . . . Is Bein TOO LeNien
THAnks To Ma B... Ma GUy.. 4 BeiN THER...
wHatEVAr MA MUm saYs tO U..
dUn TakE It tO HeaRT...
wHAtEVAr Ma MUm saYs BOUt Mi TO MA AUnT....
m senSiTiVe n aLL IT demORAlISeD B...
i THanG IT waS TRue...
sO i BeLIeved...
NEVar wAs m sO DemORAlIsed In chARacTer BY PeOPLe But MA MUm...
sHEs sO GooD IN TelLin n TwIsTIn sTOry..
TAt i HAp NO saY...
NoW PeOPLe HAd FEedBAcK MI
wHU i Am aCTUAllY..
whICh woMen NOT sensITIve?
THa xtREme sensITiVe Is MA MUm...
GUYs dUn TAKe THis As a JOke..
BUt THa 1 THAt KNow Mi IN aN OuT Is MA FweN n MA GUY...
M NoT PLasTIc...
BUt MA MUm...
ProVOKes MI..
n i HAtE beIN ProVOke..
She HAtE Mi sOO MuCH??
Tats HeR proB...
MA Bro wAn Mi TO dIE...
i wiSh IT HAppeN sOOneR INsTEAd OF MI sUFfErIN...
soRry To BRAg LOaDs...
aHAhhs!!
NiTEs PeOPle..
TILl heRE NUr...
MWWAaaCCKs!!!
wonderful idea...
5:44 AM
