Thursday, October 27, 2005
HeY peeps! guess what? hahahs! im so over tha moon!! me and ma guy sort thangs out! gueess sometimes. . . god makes us human blinded by our selfish our own feelings that we totally forgotten about tha ones u love. . . this is a test! yesh! it does! how relieved was i . . was crying like an infant . . trying to signal ma mummy . . . i want milk!! tsk tsk.. nur nur. .. hahahas! we are on a verge on a break up? surprising aint it?? a perfect couple like us . . . having to end a problem to a solution which involves risk . . . aint thinking of othar consequenses . . . thank god! it was save! thanks to striptilla in singapore! hehehehs. . . .we both realise. . . it occur to us. . . how hard it may seems . . . for us to be parted . . . forevar. . we are just dependable to one anothar. . ma soul lies upon his body. . . his circulating ma world forevar. . . we both haf to face the cronicles n path that god had test upon us. . . we were arrange by tha cupid. . to fall in love n conquered this evil werld at a young age. . . we hap to persevere n put tha thoughts of marriage at tha corner of our mind though thats what we had always fantasies. . .ours isnt to be called love. . . ours is called destiny. . .
Peeps. . theres two types of love. . . what i see in most of ma peers right now. . . trying to act as if urs is perfect relationship . . trying to b acting mushy. . put up such a fake act whereelse ur forcing urself to tha so called-dreamland of urs which may not b achieved. . now thats "LOVE OF PLEASURE" or in ma own mother tongue " CINTA NAFSU". . .
tha pleasure may b blessed upon u right now. . . but hey god is tha unbeatable. . anythang may happen. . . u get what i mean? I looked tru n analysed. . . love doesnt envolves just romance but commitment. . . I haf a friend of mine. . . fighting all day long.. like cats n dogs wit her guy. . . but tha love that over-powering for him. . giving her countless of chance to herself aint giving up for him . . . she jolly well know herself for her ego n sensitivity. . but u know it takes two hands to clap? rite? her guy doesnt get tat principle to his blocked head. . blessed her relationship . . soon it wun make her suffer in tha prison of love. . .
Now im studying in one of Singapore glories. . u wana know where? CHANGI AIRPORT!
n its 2.10am rite now! going home at 6.00am sharp!! for tha sake of ma Os. . . i got to sacrifice. . a month! it aint a killer!! :)
So much of me wanna celebrate this pure month of ramadan n tha excitement of HARI RAYA. . . looks like it aint worht tha excitement. . .
No raya-raya wit ma guy. . . No raya raya wit peeps. . . will try ma best to squeeze some time for u!
All right then! back to books!! All tha best forn ur new day! GD MORNING to me! Hap a nice day to U!
wIth LOve,
NUr!
MwwAAcks!!
wonderful idea...
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