Monday, October 24, 2005
Hey PeePs. . . time flew so fast am i hap not been blogging ever since a month ago? hhmms? am i right? yea i shud . . . life for me now rathar systematic actually. . . ma Os are coming and here i am enjoying every time of ma life surfing tha net, adoring tha movie theatre every passing week . . . . .
U guys may b pissed of hearing this but hey. . im studying. . at night. . . i guess its hard studying in tha day. . . with tha scorching sun . . . dropiing pearls on ma cheecks. . . hell no aint it?
Haiz im planning to pass three subjects n pass anothar perhaps next year or went straight in to Shatec but man. . . its hard . . . ma english gotta b at least b3!!! okie nur! stop ya sermon! ya just being cranky!
I dun undarstand y do u need science one of tha main subject to admit yaself to poly. . .
Its not as if any mastery subject that allows to get that kinda course of ya interest. . .
i aint a freak in science though i uses science on daily basis . . . those whum knows me hell know i hated science ... i mean an exaggeration in tha HATE!
NOw i got to smile n faked tru to enthusiasm saying , " I LOVE SCIENCE"
maths is a rathar interesting subject i must say!
I LOVE MATH!! ma literature had been pretty much on tha lose lately since im concentrating on ma MATH. . . drats!
NUR! its time to drill urself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
english in three weeks time!!!!
Ma hubby had not been contacting me for 2 days. . . since our fight. .
its tha first time. . . hes doing this.. .
im rathar worried. . .
how is he? Is he as pink as always or hes in danger?
Ma perseverance to not losing tha battle to man when it comes to parts n parcel of relationship negative issue makes me determine maself hes calling me soon. . but hell no . . SKinhead wud b choosen over me? i remembered that very well. . . still intact in memories. .
Whats gotten into u guys? Dun u see? how much hap that lady sacrifice for u n stop being selfish to your own needs. . . u love her. . all tha sweets words was showered to her but must ur ego get in tha way of ur wrong doings? im ashamed to say this guys. . but ur feelings n sensitivity are wae above us gals!
Yes i admitted . . . sometimes i may get pissed over some tiny whiny actions of urs but its us gals emotional wave tha swayed us to that!! Gosh!! we cant stop that. . even tha nerdy GUun type of woman hap feelings. .. we want to feel tha pampering which u guys shud shower to her!
U dun wanna call me FINE! i got to control maself n get on studying. . . u make me worried for no reason n this is aint u. . . u always call me back n assured me this wun happen again . . . or has some peeps of urs poison tha dense brain of urs to play a trick n see if i love u n seek forgiveness? how pain this heart of mine is beating n drift away in sadness u dun wanna know. . .But to keep this relationship strong. . . i will abide to this test god testing me on this relationship . . God wont test us if he thinks we cant take it . . arent im right? i dun flirt wit guys. . . they msg me. . . n i dun gip a shit. . . so many charming ones come in tha way . . but i rathar go for you cause ya tha jewel . . . beautiful on inside. . . If anyone knows ma guy where about or if hes seriously on danger do msg me. . . im afraid he gets into a fight. . . im infact intensely worried. . wild imagination swirling on ma mind!! aaarrrggh! i cant stand this trauma . . . stOp turmoiling me!! I LOVE U WHOLEHEARTEDLY. . . . this pain is killing me. . . I MISS U. . . yes i do . . . . dun put me in a dilemma. . .
wEnt out wit aunt n bukeing outside...
aftar that watch deuce bigolow! man its hillarious!! ma sickening laughter fills up tha whole theather!! hahahahahahs!! whuevar wanna watch it again! im always there to tag along!! hehehehes! now i wanna study n put up high hopes for his call . . . 10.37pm now n im counting tha minutes. . . i got to sort thangs out. . . this has made a failure in ma relationship for onces. . . n i dun wanna that to happen again . . nevar evar even if im married. . . ma guy is always tha one whum shud b respected by me. . . not tha othar way round. . . till then peeps!! nur signing off!!! Happy late 1 year 9 months to me!! WEe HEEs!! i aint rejoicing it. . . . .
wonderful idea...
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