Hey peeps! Nuthang much to update just kinda had an ugly cronicle and scenario of ma relationship today. . . y? Haiz. . . i rathar not humiliate him! It just sucks . . . i seriously break down just now . . aint nuthang much to say. . im just freaking upset. . . i told dee short notes of tha incident and she said im being to easy . . . To me as long as my strength of love is strong. . i will perservere . . .

Ok what i do for tha day, just sit at ma freaking home entertaining maself wit tha net n enjoying msn company wit Dee. . . Ma mum bought for me OP towel! Tha pink one! Knowin ma colour!! She spent 100.00 and above to get that towel. . . Thanxx Mummy!

Now ma freaking Baby called me. . . hahahahs! JUst entertain him lah. . . hahahahs!

Till than everyone!! Lup u many many! Mwaaccks!!
Nur signing out!

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7:58 AM

A big shout out to everyone of u!!! Gd mawnin!!! Guess wHues back?? back again! nur's back!
hahhas.. . ok enuf of that! Guy's i haven been this gay since days! Hahahs!!! Shak is just a dearie!! We had a heart to heart talking. . had jokes. . we are always crazy . . tha maniacs thats what some peeps called us. . . hahahs!! We are around Cineileisure taking tha escalaltor to level one aftar purchasing our movie tickets to catch SAW2.. i was taken aback by SHAK. . i was shocked when she pointed out to this gal whues beside tha escalator going down and said ." THATS THA SEC 1 BITCH OF THA SCHOOL"! oh gosh! it took some guts of her! Ok guys dun thang diff of SHAK. . she's sweet and adorable.. just that she's damm pissed wit that gal as she's tha caused of tha tragic relationship of her's to sink down tha drain. U know sometimes u cant run away from bitches rite?

Went to SHAW to get our MILKSHAKE and hang around giving each othar an endless laughter! Get nachos and head down to CINEILEISURE back for movies! Tha movie SAW2 was fantastic! Bettar than tha first one! If they won any GRAMMY AWARD its totally deserving! It gruelsome wit all those blood sheeding and cruel killing . . Its totally unbelievable! Shak and me head down to ngee ann city 7 eleven get ourself some drinks and grab any empty seats around.

I was telling Shak's a joke when suddenly this cute guy appear infront of me and stand to listen. I was surprised. He smiled and said HI and asked me follow him. I was kinda shocked! Than i gip him a blur looked and said ," HUH?''. He waved and smiled and said nvm.He for sure wanna know me wit all those reaction . but his friend is rushing him sumwhere. . Shak's start to freak out . . Shak's hate all these and warn me not to entertain him! WOW Shak, u for sure make me lose my chance of gettin to know that cute guy! hahahs! okie nur ! stop acting flirtatious! He and his group walked towards us and what did me and ma wanky lawlin SHAK did? Yesh we quickly run away! hahahas!!!! Aww. . if only im single . . i wun b missing any chance! Looks like a nice guy. . . those beach bummer kinda type! hehehs. . . .

U guys may b asking y aint me going out wit JAI? he claims that he's sick but god knows tha truth! I get his feeling. . he wanna go out wit me but in tha othar hand he dun wanna be tha cause of a middle person reason of ma relationship wrecking . . Jai ma guy undarstand and he dun mind. . nevar did i cheated on ma guy. . . dun worry. . it's okie Jai. . perhaps next time wit a group aite? If ya really sick. . . hap a gd rest ;)

Baby went to a bbq pit . . having a great time huney? Yeap he msg me and promised to called me latar at nite but up till now aint a call? expected me to call u always? Hmm. . sorry. . nop. . Lup u many many baby! mwwwaackkss!!!

Ma day end wit everlasting smile wit SHAK. . . even tha guy infront of our train seats laugh out loud at our jokes! SHAK i love u! U seriously ring a kukoo bell to ma day! We indeed had a blasting time fooling people!! What an ass!! Especially tha CREATE TALENT shit. . asking us to be model! What tha heck! Like we kena b4..asking us to do a portfolio that cost 300-400 bucks!

Everyone! Hap a nice day and stay PINK always!
Wit much lup . .
Dearest Nur/PInkies Sanoritas!
Many many flying kiss for u!

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7:49 AM

Sorry for aint updating yesterday! Peeps! Whu catch Survivor yestarday? Oh man!!! Stephanie didnt won tha challenge or tha tittle as SURVIVOR! Its true she has backstap many othar players but thats how tha game goes! She lost badly last year and she didnt wan that to happen this year! Well. . anyway congrats to u DANNY. . u r a deserving one too. . . 1 million dollar? Y not give it to me? hahahs!! I will treat u to a scrumptious dinner at SWENSEN!

Catch tha SURVIVOR at ma aunt hum . . . than went to TAMPINESS MALL to pay ma outgoing bill. . yesh i went alone. . So unlikely me. . . bought MIsha eye highlighter!! weee hees!! Now ma eyes will look stunning. . . hehehehes. . . . .

Nuthang much could be done. . just that im fed up with life and ma love life. . .. i may b in love but im feeling single. . . yeap that should be great rite? Ma guy just called me every night. . like he's trying to court me.. but i guess. . it aint gonna werk out. . . i dun wish to hear that sorry werd if u aint willing to change.. . u c me in this condition but ya still in ya selfish attitude. . .

Now gonna shower n meet ma dawlin cuzzy SHAKILLah! mwwaacks!!! she brighten up ma day. . thanks dearie. .

lup u all!

wit lup..
nur ;)

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8:09 PM

JUst ended watching IKHLAS on SURIA. i must give a riund of applause to tha creator of this charity show. Not because of tha monay they making but tha creativity they hap put in, in this show. They dun used any stunts or special extraodinary performance to make tha show happening but they joined tha idol force together! That attracts alot of audience and it has so far moved to a new target . . nevar did i expected that amount of monay though its still patetic compared to channle 8 charity show! KELVIN from projejct superstar sang tha song ONLY LOVE!Wonderfully sung! Infact he sounded just like tha original singer!! He's extraodianary in many ways. . . i simply adores his guts and courage! Siti NUr Haliza performs a remix of songs from her CD compillation! Aint an avid fan of her. . dun find her stunning in tha tittle of DIVA!
What did i do today? Sit at home. . surfin tha net. . modyfying ma bloggy. . create a closer bonding wit ma peeps via msn and played sum scrabble games!! hahahs!I won 2 games and lost wit one!

Time flew so fast. . . in 20 mins time its MONDAY! HUrray! n im meetin ma dearest aunt for lunch! Where are we eating? Hmm perhaps having our fave tom yum at TAMPINES MALL! Seriously peeps! U should gip it a try! Now im waiting for ma hubby to call. . if in 10 mins theres aint any call from im gonna slip . . Im not going to be tha nur i used to be. . end up getting hurt every frustating mistake he makes. . im not going to bothar in any little mistake hes making cause that wun get into his head. . . Sacrifices i made will turn to transparency. .
aNyway anyHuu. . LUp him to BITs! MwwaAAccks! I lUp U huNey!
N i LUp alL OF u TOO!
So LOng n Gd NIte!

Wit lUp,
NUr!

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7:29 AM

Hey hey hey peeps! hows life been for u? My life seems unpredictable nowadays! im penniless and still aint getting a job! Due to some mis-communication i slip away a golden chance and failed to attenf that interview! gosh! im pissed wit maself! never am i jobless like this! Peeps, thanks for ur support. Ma bro didnt manage to get into tha GRAND FINAL. . . hes one of tha most goodlooking guy but ma mum always wanna follow her obit taste and there goes his chancE! tha christmas costume scores 20 POINTS! Adik. . . im crying in ma heart for u . . i go tha hard way. . fighting wit mama fore ur victory but in tha end i hap to gip in. Ma mum is self love egoistic and will nevar admit her mistake. Her exaggeration attitude is what i hated most. I'm only discussiing wit ma aunt and there she goes trying to find fault wit me. . . always like this! WELL AUNTY. . u aint feeling ma suffering . . . u aint know whats happening. . what u heard is ma momma story but aint mine. . i dun wanna hummiliate ma mum and that was y i wanna shut maself up . . Im aging. . sooner im 18! Ma mum eyes will only go WOW on ma monay! hahahahas!

Ma aunt will start lecturing me. I still remember that faithful Saturday. MA aunt lecture me not to be stingy wit ma cash. Ma mum before hand (b4 i get tha job) warned me of ha cash. . tha cash to gip her. When i said i hap many thangs to save for. . she just laugh. .. i mean how thick skin can u be asking for ma monay and i said i wud gip u 100-150 n i will gip u and ma dAD tha same amount! She said y must it be ma dad? MA reason is simple and its between maself. Ma dad works for tha family frm 7am-11pm. Ma heart cries for god-bleessed soul of ma dad. MA dad is a wonderfull guy. . . . ma mum just dun see it. . Ma guy has a low education level and family is his main priority. I know hes not at home to shower me wit love but deep in his heart he wishes . . .
I nid to get a job b4 ma daddy burfday . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
I wanna get his a levis pants. . ssshhhss. . . . .


OKie this TUESDAY im goin to catch SAW2 wit JAI! hahahas. . is it a date? NOp. . its just a fwen outing. . . Aaaarrgghh i dunno.. . i hap not been out wit ma fwens for long. . all seems to b werking . . . Not only tat! Im kinda tha NUR which im aint familiar wit. An avid shoppaholic. . . an avid MC CAFE fan! I miss tha ICED PASSION TEA and DOUBLE CHOC FRAPPE. . out wit tha gals. . enjoying ma bloody time! miss them!! Our multi-racial society outing! hahahs! Yeap we promote racial harmony! hahahahs! Goin out wit Jai seems to be a Golden egg laying beside me. . Y? hes so obsssed wit his Job. . spiining music for people n bosses . .without having time for himself! Hes a humourous person! Wonder what jokes im gonna hear on Tues! :D

OKie peeps. . . im kinda stuck wit some financial shit! MA SINGTEL bill! I hap to settle sooner or latar. . . haiz. . . where can i get monay? Stole a dog and sell it for monay! hahahas!!!!!!

Njoy ya day peeps! wit lup NUr!

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9:23 PM

Hellos EverYone! Yeap im back again. . . Im sorry for aint updaiting 2 days ago. . tha reason is im busy finding for jobs and for ma bro little prince charming competition. Oh ma gosh! I had one of tha embarassing days of ma life. I was kinda pissed wit ma B. . I just dun know what othar resolution should i thang just to make thang bettar. . . . Im mean guys always thang saying sorry and pour in a sweet words or two everythang would be forgotten. Imagine it happening always. . wud that be forgiven?????? Seems ironic but i hap too. I was in a crucial phone call wit ma guy and leave ma hum to take tha train to ma aunt hum! I was feeling sick already! I put down tha phone wit ma guy on tha train feeling anguish . . . Tha speaker was alerting,'' NEXT STOP,TAMPINES''. . . Before i put ma last foot step out of tha door, a woman tap me, '' Xcuse me, ur zip!'' Oh ma gosh! No wonder tha fucking passenger in there kept on staring on me especially tha PUNDEK infront of me!

I nid a bloody job urgently! Tha agency just called me. . . sending ma application and will call me for interview soon!!

Went to Jurong Bird Park yesterday. . Ma bro get into tha bloody final and he have to attent tha press conference! Obviously tha ''PUKIT'' / ''MUnJEns" will get tha attention! It seems so unfair but yet predictable! JUst like Pride and Prejudice! We could compare and contrast situations but common sense said it's predictable! I was feeling damm lethargic! Imagine arriving there at 7.30am till 4.30pm. . . in tha scorching sun! Wow! Asshole right? Anyway bad lunch and bad management!

Now im wanna go shopping .. . . . alone!! wah suei man!! hahahahs!! okie . . . . nur gtg! Till then. . . Updating u soon! Chiao!

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8:33 PM

Hello peeps. . . Hows life? Hope urs does fine! Im here . . accompanied by MTV alone in ma own aunty home! Yesh. . . she went to Manila for 5 days! How bored can i be these few 5 days? I was indulging maself to a tup of KINGS ice-cream when suddenly i frozen. Thoughts recalled in ma memories. . . Tha TV showed a Chinese show wit some Chinese Skool people and damm how much sec peeps of mine has to change? im beginning to miss ma old peeps! i wanna gip a shout out to DEE, FIRA and HIRIN! I wont forget all those unfaithful accident and happy moments when im wit u guys. . I started to get emotional. . . Yesh ME emotional? Haha-huhu . . . Tears flooded my eyes . . . I just misses teasing tha teacher's ... tha mischievious me and bubbly still here! BEDOK GREEN SECONDARY SCHOOL has lighten up ma tight times. . . Now i dun have peeps surrounding me, listening to ma crap. . attending me when im being cranky! And theres no KAL to gip me that rathar skeptical looks! N tha mood and memories soon recalled when i accidentally viewed a stranger blog n it played FRIENDS FOREVER by VITAMIN C! what tha heck rite? I missed ma drama peeps whu used to called me DIVA MAMA! hahahahas! MIssed u guys just as badly as i misses tha gals! Looking at tha wonderful results i had in sec skool. . i nevar wanna looked back and gip a big regret! Yesh! Theres mistakes that everyone made but being in a strict skool wit wo0nderful teacher's, IM OVERWHELMED! seriously, how many skools can u introduced to me, having supporting teacher's ,most are caring, having a united class, ONE FOR ALL,ALL FOR ONE? Not much. . . we knows everyone in skool, we had great laugh at our own principle.. i missed all that! Private skool is great! But having a true friendship,someone that appreciate u, tha respect i get in Secondary Skool, are UNCOMPARABLE!

Lookin tru friendster, all ma mates, they hap change! Just like me! Some seems to lost their soul to someone else. It seems like an exchanged, well guess yeah... Some grooms wonderfully! Example TIFFANY,OLIVIA,ALVIN,KAL,EIN,QAMARUL! Applause to u guys!! Keep on looking glamourous! 4 whoever i have mention U guys still looked great!

Ma relationship at last came back to its original state.. i dun c break up as tha main answer! I believed in forgive and forget. He gives me tha unexpected nite. . so beautifully.. playing tha song MY ALL, apologising, WE had tha most romantic ICE CREAM date, presented me with a necklace and A GIGANTIC WHINEY THA POOH BEAR! its original and its huge! It took me aback. . . he's not a romantic guy, keep on hesitatiing me to meet him, yesh, i bridge tha agreement... i shud meet him by CHristmas but since it all turns weell y not? Just that it seems like new back. . . As long as u can save these relationship, U treasured it more. No one knows our real problems to a break up.. i dun think thats necessary. Its my private life, n i dun wan to humiliate each othar... much more we promised to keep it private. Dun thang any of dirty shots or imagination in ya mind or fantasy now. . . just that i nevar cried that deep and much tears b4 and that will be my one last cry wit him. . I do love him. . . Yesh i do .. . he just needs time to change. . . hahahahs! enuf of these love story of mine! I hope i hap answered some of ur question for whuevar had saw us going out again ;)

DEE U PROMISED ME A DATE! I BLOODY HELL MISSED U! mmwwaacccks!! when will i see u??? MSG ME!

too all of u! Take care n hap a nice day ;)

LUp NUR!

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4:45 AM