Thursday, December 01, 2005
Hello peeps. . . Hows life? Hope urs does fine! Im here . . accompanied by MTV alone in ma own aunty home! Yesh. . . she went to Manila for 5 days! How bored can i be these few 5 days? I was indulging maself to a tup of KINGS ice-cream when suddenly i frozen. Thoughts recalled in ma memories. . . Tha TV showed a Chinese show wit some Chinese Skool people and damm how much sec peeps of mine has to change? im beginning to miss ma old peeps! i wanna gip a shout out to DEE, FIRA and HIRIN! I wont forget all those unfaithful accident and happy moments when im wit u guys. . I started to get emotional. . . Yesh ME emotional? Haha-huhu . . . Tears flooded my eyes . . . I just misses teasing tha teacher's ... tha mischievious me and bubbly still here! BEDOK GREEN SECONDARY SCHOOL has lighten up ma tight times. . . Now i dun have peeps surrounding me, listening to ma crap. . attending me when im being cranky! And theres no KAL to gip me that rathar skeptical looks! N tha mood and memories soon recalled when i accidentally viewed a stranger blog n it played FRIENDS FOREVER by VITAMIN C! what tha heck rite? I missed ma drama peeps whu used to called me DIVA MAMA! hahahahas! MIssed u guys just as badly as i misses tha gals! Looking at tha wonderful results i had in sec skool. . i nevar wanna looked back and gip a big regret! Yesh! Theres mistakes that everyone made but being in a strict skool wit wo0nderful teacher's, IM OVERWHELMED! seriously, how many skools can u introduced to me, having supporting teacher's ,most are caring, having a united class, ONE FOR ALL,ALL FOR ONE? Not much. . . we knows everyone in skool, we had great laugh at our own principle.. i missed all that! Private skool is great! But having a true friendship,someone that appreciate u, tha respect i get in Secondary Skool, are UNCOMPARABLE!
Lookin tru friendster, all ma mates, they hap change! Just like me! Some seems to lost their soul to someone else. It seems like an exchanged, well guess yeah... Some grooms wonderfully! Example TIFFANY,OLIVIA,ALVIN,KAL,EIN,QAMARUL! Applause to u guys!! Keep on looking glamourous! 4 whoever i have mention U guys still looked great!
Ma relationship at last came back to its original state.. i dun c break up as tha main answer! I believed in forgive and forget. He gives me tha unexpected nite. . so beautifully.. playing tha song MY ALL, apologising, WE had tha most romantic ICE CREAM date, presented me with a necklace and A GIGANTIC WHINEY THA POOH BEAR! its original and its huge! It took me aback. . . he's not a romantic guy, keep on hesitatiing me to meet him, yesh, i bridge tha agreement... i shud meet him by CHristmas but since it all turns weell y not? Just that it seems like new back. . . As long as u can save these relationship, U treasured it more. No one knows our real problems to a break up.. i dun think thats necessary. Its my private life, n i dun wan to humiliate each othar... much more we promised to keep it private. Dun thang any of dirty shots or imagination in ya mind or fantasy now. . . just that i nevar cried that deep and much tears b4 and that will be my one last cry wit him. . I do love him. . . Yesh i do .. . he just needs time to change. . . hahahahs! enuf of these love story of mine! I hope i hap answered some of ur question for whuevar had saw us going out again ;)
DEE U PROMISED ME A DATE! I BLOODY HELL MISSED U! mmwwaacccks!! when will i see u??? MSG ME!
too all of u! Take care n hap a nice day ;)
LUp NUR!
