Sunday, July 23, 2006
olah everyone. . . yeap its been few days since i last updated. . been too busy. . . came back at 12am , 12.30am. . . so its darn tiring. . . u know every of ma off days seems so dull without him . . whenever its ma off day hes werking till late or if its his off day im werking till late. . . m missing him soo much. . . too much these werds cant explain. . . i told u dearie before hand. . m off on the 8th of august and 9th of august . . . yet u dilly dally and u cant get each of tha days off. . . he called me at 12.10pm when m asleep, telling me he cant get either day off. . . i dunno y m i so emotional that i cried . . weeping in silence and felt hurt. . . i mean we been seeing each othar at werk but we cant communicate since its a hush hush relationship . . . we aint been siting in tha same table eating a decent meal together. . . nor i get a hug or kisses from u. . . just a virtual kisses each day that we shared on tha phone. . which so called , " good night kiss " , " good morning kiss" and " i love u kiss" . . .hahahas. . . 2 weeks or aint going out its a killer to me. . . . i dun wanna bring this matter up as i dun wanna start an argument n end up losing you. . . i will take care of this myself. . . sometimes i tried to refrain maself from getting in contact with othar guys whu cud bring me out n enjoy tha day wit me. . . but hell no. . . i want u. . . well for this love sake. . . i will persevere till the day we cud enjoy a day out together :)whitney ma darling. . . u better take care of ya health. . .this is going to be bad. . . heck tha arul for once. . . i know that love is sinking. . but if u just cant save it without ur pirates. . . im so sorry darl. . . i wud cum to tha same conclusion. . . he aint tha one for u. . . u just got to accept tha fact. . ladies. . . how many off u agreed with me. . . . when ur bf told ya " i miss u baby" and he end up cancel tha plan of meeting or vice versa. . . do u felt like being cheated wit tha beauty of tha word " i miss u"? u wud question urself , " if he misses me so much so do i . . . y must he do this to me? he really misses me he must make tha effort to see me even for awhile. . . if a lady cud that y cant tha man?" well gals. . . thats y we cud say sometimes guys cud be very " DUMB" and " INSENSITIVE" to our feelings. . . because of this two nouns that we are using on them . . . it leads to an argument n tends to be a subject in each and every argument .. . . whitney ma dear. . . just take thangs path by path aite dearie? know that i love u. . u always haf me by ur side. . . ma ears and shoulders are all there for u whenever u need me switheart. . i love u. . to all ma old fwens. . know that i would nevar forget u. . . i miss u guys and wish theres gathering for everyone!!!!!!!u all been missed! i love u!mwwaacks!syg. . . i love u soooo much! mwwaaacks!
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Friday, July 14, 2006
Olah people! Hows life? man its 6.45pm in tha evening in m just awake. . . hmms y m i awake this early? u wanna know y? cause m overnight at ARANDA Country Club n went hum about 8am! it was great when everyone that werks tom went hum n we had a blasting time in tha room! hahahahs! i laugh till ma stomach hurts one of a kind. . . Alvin wont let me live in peace even when m peeing. . . . he kept on scaring me. . . U bloody idiot! u gonna get it on Saturday . . . Celina said no crying. . . right. . . no crying. . . thank god m off today or else there will be alot of crying. . .
A sweet lady wit tha natural beauty. . . u will be miss Celina. . I swear . . all tha best. .
Waited for tasha, matt, nicole and Farhan till 11pm! Thank god ma huney and me working tha same shift . . . he accompanied me to put ma bag at hum . . had prata at tha newly opened cafe near ma house . . ok ma mum exaggerated it again. . its every banquet has it like bugis and bishan but tha prata is nice. . that one i know ;) i had a great bus ride wit him playing cards and hes singing dangdut songs to me. . man that was hillarious. . haiz dawlin y are u born to be so cute? geram aku. . . hahahs. . .
i love you tau syg n m worried for ur health. . each passing day i would thank god but sending you to ma life . . . . ever so manja . . and ever so full of love. . m lucky aint any othar gals get u. . i love u. . . mwaaaacccks!
Pat! We are tha last one standing. . maybe because those idiots are drunk. . gosh drunk people scares me off sometimes but cud make me laugh! had a great time talking to Pat n Tay . .
Speaking of werk . . . cud turn hillarious. . .
u guys brighten ma day n i love u!
take care all. . i miss u!
mwwaaccks!
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3:50 AM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
OLah people. . . . this few days m full wit ups and down . . . had a tiff wit him due to some work problem but what i love is tha way we compromise thangs n how we made it up . . . . i know its his fault at work but its somethang accidental and his team should not haf blame his throughly . . . i totally pity him but its okie dear. . im right beside u. . .
went to haf supper wit tha rest n aftar that we leave them n went our seperate places. . we were strolling frm dhoby to city hall to raffles to clarke quay. . . i just love tha breeze there and also tha taxi fare wold be cheaper. . . . we chill there for awhile. . . standing near tha bridge with him hugging me frm behind n whispering in ma ears a never endless " I LOVE U" " I SAYANG U" wit his sincere apology. . . i never been pampered this much by a guy. . someone whum i could laugh and joke around n make fun off. . . hes tha sweetest and the dearest . . . i aint gonna joke about but this feelings is so real. . . its always me whu poured tha love but this is anothar way round. . .
how fast love could progress. . from a stranger . . to a crush. . a friend . . n rite now a lover. . . .
hey stays in bukit batok while me in simei . . but yet he doesnt mind adding tha extra cash to send me hum first for an extra time . . . i didnt talk much on ma way hum . . . he apologise and . . hug me tightly. . . played his hands around ma hair. . n continue whispering , " I LOVE U" . . kissing ma cheeck n ma hair. . .
i just closed ma eyes . enjoying those mesmerising time of tha ride. . . felt asleep, using his chest as a pillow. . . while he watching tha road. .
darling i swear u are tha sweetest thing i ever had. . . i will always wipe ur sweat frm ur forehead whenever u nid me too ;)
seoul garden was a blast! i enjoyed it wit all ma ever so crazy human in HMV. . oh yeah! next is SAKURA buffet on out pay day! tomorrow would be CELINA our HMV HR farewell party . . . we will miss u CELINA . . its a lost for HMV losing such a woman wit an extra caliber. . . we gonna torn n wit all this insane people to light up tha night! we will rock tha party! hahahaS! thank god friday m off!
cant wait till ma department opened. .
n oh yea! that day discuss wit whitney n rahim on our bangkok trip end of tha year n we are so on for it! wheeEssH! i cant wait! we gonna had a blasting time ! SHOPPING time for NUR!
whitney meet me n suffi and gave a compliment that we look cute together. . so compatible. . . thanks darl for tha honest compliment. . m touch n i love u and all tha best wit u and arul! oh dun forget our pool competition!
han n shaq n gurlfrens. . . i rindu sama U! mwaaaccks!
love everyyone many many! MWAAACCKS!
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11:51 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
my daes aint getting better . . . been working and work is piling up none stop . . magazines after magazines. . . we barely haf time to go out. . . this saturday reservist and meet u aftar tat! hahahahs! i won tha race! so u owe me one long john meal of ma choice! hehehes. . . we tok on tha phone and im working 6 days straight . . . hahahs. . . good 4 u nur. . . wanna saturday off so much. . . its okie for an outing!yesh! whitney ma darling i will see u tom! damm babe! i miss u soo much!
m working B shift alone today! all i know i been eating junk food none stop! RASHID! i need ur peanut butter sandwich! help me!
m werking till 11pm everyday! man this is tiring . . thank god i haf ma health supplement to give me strenght. . .
hey mr botak. . i know ya reading this. . . its okie i undarstand ya feelings n u nid a cool off but pls just message me n stuff so i could feel if ya alright? u take care k . . . just enjoy your time wif your car! k i wanna slip n call ma huney. . . . catch ya soon!lup u all many many! mwaaccks!
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