Sunday, July 23, 2006
olah everyone. . . yeap its been few days since i last updated. . been too busy. . . came back at 12am , 12.30am. . . so its darn tiring. . . u know every of ma off days seems so dull without him . . whenever its ma off day hes werking till late or if its his off day im werking till late. . . m missing him soo much. . . too much these werds cant explain. . . i told u dearie before hand. . m off on the 8th of august and 9th of august . . . yet u dilly dally and u cant get each of tha days off. . . he called me at 12.10pm when m asleep, telling me he cant get either day off. . . i dunno y m i so emotional that i cried . . weeping in silence and felt hurt. . . i mean we been seeing each othar at werk but we cant communicate since its a hush hush relationship . . . we aint been siting in tha same table eating a decent meal together. . . nor i get a hug or kisses from u. . . just a virtual kisses each day that we shared on tha phone. . which so called , " good night kiss " , " good morning kiss" and " i love u kiss" . . .hahahas. . . 2 weeks or aint going out its a killer to me. . . . i dun wanna bring this matter up as i dun wanna start an argument n end up losing you. . . i will take care of this myself. . . sometimes i tried to refrain maself from getting in contact with othar guys whu cud bring me out n enjoy tha day wit me. . . but hell no. . . i want u. . . well for this love sake. . . i will persevere till the day we cud enjoy a day out together :)whitney ma darling. . . u better take care of ya health. . .this is going to be bad. . . heck tha arul for once. . . i know that love is sinking. . but if u just cant save it without ur pirates. . . im so sorry darl. . . i wud cum to tha same conclusion. . . he aint tha one for u. . . u just got to accept tha fact. . ladies. . . how many off u agreed with me. . . . when ur bf told ya " i miss u baby" and he end up cancel tha plan of meeting or vice versa. . . do u felt like being cheated wit tha beauty of tha word " i miss u"? u wud question urself , " if he misses me so much so do i . . . y must he do this to me? he really misses me he must make tha effort to see me even for awhile. . . if a lady cud that y cant tha man?" well gals. . . thats y we cud say sometimes guys cud be very " DUMB" and " INSENSITIVE" to our feelings. . . because of this two nouns that we are using on them . . . it leads to an argument n tends to be a subject in each and every argument .. . . whitney ma dear. . . just take thangs path by path aite dearie? know that i love u. . u always haf me by ur side. . . ma ears and shoulders are all there for u whenever u need me switheart. . i love u. . to all ma old fwens. . know that i would nevar forget u. . . i miss u guys and wish theres gathering for everyone!!!!!!!u all been missed! i love u!mwwaacks!syg. . . i love u soooo much! mwwaaacks!
wonderful idea...
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