Thursday, August 24, 2006
olah people! just a short . . sweet and simple blog for you guys. . . so huney decided to switch hes job. . . its a pain to see him go away leaving me stranded at ma work place alone. . but well i guess he just doesnt want any crisis to occur in tha upcoming future. . .
i been bullied at work by all tha boys! 1 by 1! dun wanna b tha youngest and tha only gal! so much for being pampered! was off for two days and theres alot of magazine returns and theres lots of free gifts! was pissed wit huney cause he didnt kept some for me . . . knowing i was off . . i was devastated and blame tha boys. . . hehehs. . when suddenly . . i was about to go hum rashid showed me all tha gifts! wow! christina collectable lipstick pen! i lioke! PINKY PINKY! hahahas! every at ma werkplace knows m tha pinky tha youngest. . tha favourite one to be bullied :( i get two set of slippers! tha black one wit butterfly design and a blue wit dots alongside it! and to add on a make up! BRONZER! hahas! i was so happy! thanks rashid!!!! thanks for thinking of me and being tha fortunate one to get all those great freebies! YIPEES!
huney does full shift today and accompanied him for hes second meal. .he told me hes plan and well as much as its hard to agree but as a gf . . he gets all ma support he needs. . . i just dun wanna this to be a bonkers and led this to a castle i build down tha drain. . . seperate working place. . gonna be sucky. . moreover getting tha same off day was a far cry. . .
i could only pray to god to bless this relationship of ours. . . . i understand y very much he dedicated tha song NOVEMBER RAIN by GUNS N ROSES to me. . singing it to me. . cause of tat day that he heard ma sobs and dun wanna make me cry again. . gosh . .its exactly what happen . . m darn embarrased. . its okie dearie . . . apology accepted just takmo uat lagi kie?
and as for now. . . m gonna slip tite. . . working tomorrow. . . eyes shutting down. . i love u many many sayang. . . mwwaaaaacccks!!!!!!
han. . . next week. . an outing for us? i miss u sooo sooo much!
kiss kiss hug hug to everyone!
-pinkies sanoritas-
*out*
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8:31 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
OLah peeps! ok so i was off and woke up extra early at 8.00am to wake ma huney up for werk. . . i know hes tired. . . hes immune system was in an unstable condition. . . tha phone start ringing but no one was picking it up. . . i was so worried . . . i called again at 8.30am. . . up to no avail. . . he aint picking it up. . . okie nur. . b prepared. . he aint going to werk. . . i went back to slip till 12.59pm and received no miss call from ma phone. . .
i tried ma luck again and gip him a call. . . he pick it up in the tone -"HALF ASLEEP". Hes CLIQUE rashid called me and ask bout ma huney. I tell rashid tha truth and dun get tha wrong idea of ma huney playing AIRWALL. Hes supervisor is pissed wit him . . due to hes frequent latecoming attitude . . sayang sayang. . that part u got to change tau. . i know ur shift sucks n stuff. . . u been working full shift wit no off day everyday and plus this week u need to continue tha night shift. . . but punctuality is a must. . cannot always late. . 10 mins late 10 dollers deducted from ya pay . . isnt that a waste?
this few days he had difficulty breathing due to hes heavy smoking routine everyday. . . ur lips are getting darker . . pls lah dear. . . for tha sake of health. . cut down that cigratte addiction. . . went to raffles clinic ma family doctor . . didnt follow him in cause m aint his wife nor fiancee right? damm i shud haf followed! this gundu here doesnt know how to speak to tha doctor and talk bout his illness! hes scared of X-RAY n stuff! shit! he got 1 day MC but tha doctor cant detect his illness. . . funny right? but hes body is getting weaker n weaker. . . plus that he got to fetch his granny to hes place after that. . . . .
Anyways meet Whitney at the AIRPORT! n her burfday is coming. . . hmm. . what shud i get for her? any ideas anyone? lup that bitch to death! her chalet is at 2nd september. . . ma clique wedding RAfI is on 2nd september and i end werk around 7.30pm! help! i dun know where to go . . both was ma first priority!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
plus that i got to go out wit ma huney. . . we need those quality time. . . aint easy to go out. . . felt like taking an MC on 2nd September! too many stuff to be done! HELP ME!
ok i might think of changing job but that depends cause i got to wait till ma expired comfirmation by HMV! if its getting to late n been delayed i guess i got to change a job wit a better pay. . . as for now its only been in ma mind but thinking of leaving HMV leaves a deep impact in ma heart cause everyone seems like a family. . . a big family to me. . . i misses everyone. .
u guys hap a great day ahead. . . lup u! mwaaaccks! take care!
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8:19 PM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
something weird happens to me the other night. . . .
ma love boat wasn't sailing us to love paradise but instead a paradise seems so deserted and dull. . . . and thats what happening to us for tha pass three days. . . . its hard to conquered tha feelings especially if ya in tha same workplace especially is its a hush hush relationship and only tha closets clique knows it and we tried our very best to smile to each other and communicate even though tha heart is aching badly. . . . . .
Tha root to this problem is clashing of shift and aint spending time with each other for one straight week. . . . i was shocked by myself i could endure this burden lack of communication,qualitied time spend but yet deep inside i love him very much . . . i am shocked. . totally . . .
i was under alot of streesss. . .financially adding to it is ma mum. . . what can one do when no one showers love to u but urself? spending tha nights alone . .feeling empty in ur heart. .longing for someone to hold u and said everything going to be alright. . . i'm getting sick of this sickness and only " LOVe" would be tha right medication. . .
t hanks rahim for being there for me. . he knows ma guy is at fault and so am i for not giving in . . . but he told me this ," if hes fire. . u got to be tha water . . just like what i did to all my friends" i am always tha water . . soothing off every problems. . i spend a few minutes thinking of it, finally i pluck ma courage to call him even though ma heart was hurting . . .
he uses his ego wit his stubborness denying every fault in purpose of hurting me again. . . i asked him to go to sleep and shut tha phone. . . i breakdown after that n cried ma heart out. . . i cant stand that attitude but deep down i love him so much. . . i decided to dial rahim no. . . but guess what guys? i heard his voice! appearantly.. . i did not shut tha phone properly and he hearrd ma cries n sobs! oh gosh! imagine ma embarassment! i kept denying i cried but he knows it and apologise. . . i ponder to maself . . . .
i totally remembered shutting tha phone of but y is he online? Was this a new creation by god to ma life?
rahim was shocked and laugh out loud! he cant stand laughing and glad we both make up. . . . ma supporter on ma relaltionship. . . hahahs. . .
i love this guy. . . . i didnt mind giving in. . . with this argument we just had we learned both faults never to repeat it again . . . .
i leave tha rest to god. . . i have to be tha most understanding person to him and conquered tha most stubborn person i known in ma life . . . .' HIM'
thangs haf go on track. . . i will try to take it as much as i could. . . but if theres no way to handle. . .god will show me tha way . . i love tha way he brought me to this love life m going tru. . . he's tender n full of spice. . . we could never fight facing each other but on tha phone is where tha problem lies. . .
i have given up in tha matter of tha heart(TO BE IN LOVE). . . i cant be bothered of monthly anniversary . . m just waiting for tha right one to blew me away. . . . if its him im blessed but i just wanna him to be a better man . . thats ma only wish. . . . i dun wanna him to see me shed unhappy tears instead tears of joy but god had shown him ma unhappy tears but y? m clueless. . . .
hey hirin . . i know ya reading this. . .. hirin ur matter wit zell is an easy one. . that happens to me before but sometimes both parties haf secrets that couldnt be shared. . . guys preferred to shared secrets solely to themself aint us gal forever reporting to our boyfriends. . . hahahas. . . hope everythang happen as per normal for u both . . . . n sweetie ya new bloggy aint any tagboard. . . :( anyways take care n hap a great day ahead. .
hanif! call ma HP! 98777947! i hope u know that! n huney i lup u. . mwaacks!
-pinkis sanoritas- signing off!
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2:30 AM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
hey hey hey people! oh man yesterday was a lovely outing wit ma dearie though he maked me pissed in tha beginning . . . . i love you honey. . . very much. . . u just brighten ma day though m unable to confess it to you yesterday. . . . oh ma gosh! i had tha best view of fireworks! it was darn exquisite and i just cant stop going , " WOW" ! hahahaS! it was darn jam pack. . . takmo buat lagi k syg? dawling was feeling restless waiting there was 2 and half hour was it was amazing. . . i love it! huney knows how much i misses NORA! oh gal. . i miss u! so he offered to meet her after work and had dinner. . hes treat! Wheesh! he treated NORA n ME! its just so wonderful! i had a great time. . . i would never forget those whispers u gave me . . though warm hugs that gips butterflies everywhere. . . and everyday waking up and feeling blessed to haf someone like you . . Someone whu has tha future plans ahead. . everythang all set. . . u r very pampered . . n oh damm funny. . "CUTE" tha right word. . . oh man! whuever reading this dun u get shocked! ma mummy wanna me to get engaged next year . . . hur hur. . chill down ma spine. . . marriage is a big commitment of lifetime. . . n getting engaged. . . hmmm. . . scary. . . hey loook there aint any proposal and m aint rushing time yet. . theres to many stuff and bills ma huney gotta settle! oh not to say our handphones bill! this is going crazy! we reduces all those talks and messages. .hey hirin if ya reading this. . how cum i didnt bum into u yesterday for tha fireworks? i think we are at tha merlion there. . . rite?how i wish i bump into u. . . . i haf found ma mr.perfect! i lup u many many! mwaaccks!!!blessed u guys and hanif n shak! i wan tha free movie tickets!!!!!!
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3:55 AM
