Thursday, September 21, 2006
holla people! a good day to you hanif and shak! i lup u both to bits! mwaacks! yes yesh! i know im aint been updating this blog but m committed to ma job. . . hahahahs. . .
lifes been great for both of us. . . ma huney is under lots of pressure lately. . . family and work. . i got to be by his side for that period of time. . . you know guys. . han n shak . . getting to know his family background . . i tend to appreciate ma family values much more. . . i have learn to compromised things with ma mum . . . n tune in to ma " deaf ear " radio station! hehehs. . . he always scolded me if i shouted at ma mum . . i have learnt that. . trust me. . controlling ma anger on her wasnt easy as i thought. . but wit his help. . i haf learned tha ways . . . he told me. . one fine day. . . they will come crawling to you . . . begging for ur help. . . let them gain their victory for this time being. . . sooner or later. . . its urs. . . when we shared a life together . . trust me . .
how much i have treasured his care n concern. . but yet m contacting ma ex's. . . at first i was angry wit hes way of attacking him. . . but in times to come i set ma thought thinking. . .
god has granted ma prayer. . . ma grandparents haf listen to ma prayer. . . they gave me a life that cud care for me. . scolded me when m in tha wrong. . pampered me when i deserved it. . . . a listening ear. . . what more must i ask? he showers me tha love i always wanted. . he earns money for the future . . he works day and night so that he cud get a good life in tha future. . someone whu values monay . . . someone whu haf set his goals right. . he aint a big spender . . making me felt m someone valuable to him but on top of that someone whues so stubborn that makes him hard to handle. . .
from than on. . i regretted what i haf done. . . n to be frank to u guys. . .
this is tha first time in ma life. . . ma closest friends supported ma relationship. ..
whitney loves him n always advices me " IF HE EVER WANTS TO LET GO OF U. . OR VICE VERSA, NEVER! CAUSE SEEEING U BOTH TOUCHED ME N MAKES ME LEARN THA RIGHT WAY TO BE LOVE. U R A LUCKY BITCH"
wit. . i shall nevar forget that. . . i will heed that advice. . . i haf talk to him . . both of us r changing for the better . . . hehehes! even witney aunty " aunty jac" han remembered her? hahahs. . . yeap! they said me n ma guy are a perfect match! he loves him . . maybe caused hes a quiet guy? hahahs. . . .
work has been hectic . . . but yeap. . it was fun! pay day coming! i cant wait!! wee heesss!!! m gonna plan ma monay right wit tha help of ma huney! hahahahas!!!
i love u dearie. . . lup u hanif shak gurlfren. . . n hey hirin. . . i miss u!
mwwaaacks to all! mwaaacks!
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