Saturday, December 16, 2006
huney has decided to join HMV back and yesh our relationship has been annouced to public aftar months off keeping our lips shut! at first i felt a sense of insecurity that perhaps its gonna get worst aftar tha big conflict thats been happening in HMV just cause of a bitch whu thinks that she could tarnish our relationship and making a big scene till all our managers and clique getting involve. . people stayed by our side but tha thought of that bitch so called " fiancee" attacked ma huney saying he's having feelings for her n stated he ever wanted to have an affair, making her his scandal. . . i felt as if all ma dreams tarnish. .. so much for ma love for him . . i felt like a failure. . everyone assured me that hes not that kinda guy. . . no one believed that bitch. . i was obviously insecured. . . he explained everythang. .not wanting me to get involve. . i love him god. . i do. .
so now when hes back that bitch could laid her eyes on him . . but oh what tha heck . . i wouldnt get jealous. . i believe in fate n destiny. . and thats what ma religion has thought me. . . this is what i think " FEAR IS THA WAY FOR LOVE" . . not only she doesnt apologies to me for creating a heck of conflicts which all her bloody fault. . instead on tha first day of ma huney getting back in HMV she asked him " are u still angry wit me suffi? " ma gosh! her mouth was shut whenever she sees me. . she could smiled and talked to ma guy. . . . m not being jealous. . ma guy could mix n went around wit all tha gals he wan. . but if he really does love me. . he wont sabotage our love. . i cant force nor could i turn hes feelings around. . its him. . no matter what happen. . we haf went tru soo much. . ma heart was at ease when hes manager accept our love n now everyone in tha store seems happy for us n our love. . . ma love is approved. . none of us will get transfered as long as we behaved n does our work well. . which i believed we would.
Huney licensed was suspended for 18 months n now hes crawling n begging his luck to get his licensed back. . but fat hope dear. . . u got to re-take! Hahahs! M happy for him in both ways . . he's been beaming wit smiled at work. . . never seen him with full of happiness as hes re-united wit hes best bud. . m happy for u baby. .
rahim came to HMv store with Liza. . huney n me worked tha same shift . . . i know how tired he is, i decided to wave rahim HI n done ma staff purchased for him n get back home. . instead huney asked me if i wanna join rahim for dinner n he doesnt mind following since its my friend that i adore n get to see him once a while. . i smiled n said yesh. . if only he could get to work on time tha next day n he could have enough rest. . . its went great . . he's even closer wit rahim. . joking with him n even offered to hold his hands. .. hhhahas!! was a great dinner. .
oh n yesh! aftar all tha incident, i realised ma huney has changed for some reasons. yesterday as we were strolling n getting back home. . ma darling was waving n winking to this gal. . he shouted in a cute tone , " YANA" man. .i was taken abacked. . . before he could strike a conversation. . he introduced me to her " YAna this is my girlfriend. . " he put his hand around ma waist as he introduced. . n he said to me " U, this is Yana my childhood friend. . known her since m small. . " he chatted for awhile n walked off. . .
i never had a boyfriend who would introduce me to any gal they known. . usually they would talked n i would be standing one corner smiling not bothered to strike a conversation. . hahahs. . instead he hold ma hand n pull me there. . . i know why he did this. . to make me feel secured. .
:) how sweet can he be?
This is for him. . Darling till this day. . m still pining more of your love ;)
Love of mine some day you will die,
But I'll be close behind.
I'll follow you into the dark.
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white;
Just our hands clasped so tight,
Waiting for the hint of a spark.
If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:
If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
Han busu shaks n family. . i missed u guys! Daddy u have changed n i loved you more!! m in love soo much wit ma life! ;)
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