Wednesday, January 10, 2007
SELF OBSESSED . . thats tha topic m going to babble about . .
read ma cuzzy bloggy. . .
i felt a sudden urge to remind everyone. . . criticising someone out of their own weakness was absolutely
IN-HUMAN!
Zie trust me. . i love just tha way you are. .
ya one of tha smartest girl in tha family and thank god ya bless with tha intelligence. Everyone Zie has each and each ownself imperfectionist. . Some may look gorgeous in terms of the appearance, but deep inside they are a loner trying their very best to get tha public to notice them ; soon they are facing a failure to success. I have met a few like that. They are willing to betrayed a friendship for tha sake of their happiness. They are selfish. They make sure no one gets anythang better than them. These kind of people are PLASTIC N HYPOCRITES!
Remember this U JUDGE URSELF NOT OTHERS.
As for now, ya growing up. U just cant seems to look at tha mirror, ur image reflecting you with all those pimple which getting worst each and everyday. . n people are moking at those burn marks at ur leg. If u think you are ugly they are others whose uglier its just how u carry yourself. Yesh i know. . Ur bubbliness is a shield towards ur sorrowness deep inside ur heart. .
Zie if u think i am gorgeous right now, look at me in tha past. Its tha matter of how you groom urself. U will understand this phrase onces ya entering POLY years. To be frank with you, guys wont look into ur beauty for you to be tha choice of their life partner. True love is when ur partner would protect you from all those sarcasticm remarks that public makes. I was once fat n ugly. I was desperately trying to lose weight as i feared each and everyday i step in school i would received hurtful remarks that would demoralised maself. Than someone entered ma life, took ma fear away, oh yesh. . at that point of time, love is what i need. I carried maself so perfectly in school that m aint afraid to be mock at. Slowly i change. I was positive and strong. I looked into tha mirror and believed someday i would be a swan. And here i am today. I lose tha weight all by maself with motivation and will power. We dont live in tha HOLLYWOOD life. WE DONT ZIE. WE DONT.
I would be lying if i am satisfied with what i have now. Infact it adds on to greed. I want to shed much more of that weight thinking it would bring happiness to my life. In ma mind was, " i am sure my boyfriend would love it! Who doesnt want a slim n trim gurlfriend?" instead i was scolded by him. he reminded me how much i was suffering with weight lost till i fainted not once not twice but trice! How selfish i was, aint thinking of othars who cared for me soo much! i have learned my lesson. I once have pimple breakout. but with patience with a product aint getting tempted wit othars recommedation, i manage to battle with it. STICK WITH ONE! REMEMBER ONE!!!
GIRLS? Each individuals has each own vanity! Trust me, if theres isnt anyone to wake me up, i am still tha self obessed. selfish girl that no one wanna see that side of me. I am happy with what i am now. THA MOST IMPORTANTLY IS MA INNER BEAUTY. Not the outer.
If u need me to shed those fats with you, i am more than willing to be part of that jouney with you. Remember Zie , criticising urself means ya criticising ur parents and god.
U HAVE JUST CHEATED URSELF N UR MOTIVATION ZIE.
Zie i have always loves tha way u r. . . There was not a time i am telling u, ZIE U R UGLY!
Thats insanity! Thats cruel! Cause u r not! U r just tha average girl who lies in tha beauty of ur inner self. I love you n will always love u.
CHANGE THAT SELF- OBSESSED TO SELF - ACCEPTANCE!
p.s: Its going to be my one anniversary to ma PSP PINK! hahahs!! I am so lucky that mine is EUROPE MADE, VERSION 3.2 AND POTABLE TV IN IT! SPECIALLY REQUEST! THANKS DEARIE!
Much Love,NUR
wonderful idea...
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