Saturday, February 10, 2007
wheesh people!! alrites i know m aint updatin ma bloggy for a long time. . these are tha answers to ya curiosity. . . for ma avid reader, my apologies. . .
* ma computer broke down!!
*i dun have any camera phone for picture taking!!! grrr!!
*bad injury until its infected. . (open wound. . no skin but flesh!!)
*ma leg swollen!
*due to infection has high fever n lost ma voice!!
*depression mode!! m soo stress up!
UPDATES:
Huney has quited hes job. I guess its gonna be a burden if we both work in tha same workplace. Honestly m getting agitated with those people whues making our relationship to hard to manage. I was seriously frustated. Its either me or him. . in the end i choose him cause its for tha best. So for now. . totally on tight budget. He promised me to get tha cash for my studies in a week or two. Hmm. . m praying hard.
Dear. . . thinking of u taking a break could give me tha hope of u spending much more time with me, have a long chat with me tru phonecalls. . i totally seriously misses that feeling when u were trying so hard to court me. Honestly dearie we are losing those affection. I need those attention. I cant always be tha one giving in. I cant.
Instead u went fishing with ur friends, played soccer. I understand. We always divided our time between friendship and relationship. We have always draw tha line. I have given u enuff space. I dunno how much more space must i spared which satisfy ur freedom. Honestly dearie, i don't.
I was shocked u didnt even informed me till i give you a call ya staying over at ya friends house to have ya gaming session. At least informed. I was sadden by u.
Aftar so much sacrifices i made for u during tha battle in tha workplace. How much humiliation and arguments we went tru. I succeded to be tha water, i give in to u. Not a single argument of ours lasted long cause i gave in. I am not trying to "ungkit" but hey at least show me some appreciation.
U are having ya break, this tha only time we could get together like meet up 2 -3 times a week, have a lullaby conversation at night. . . i miss it so much. . cant u gave me those feelings back just during ya break cause soon u are starting work. We wont have time for each other anymore. I miss u.
Yesterday outing was great. I do really misses him. We dun wanna watch movie, instead meet ma bro at orchard to get ma mummy's birthday prezzie. Get ma QUESADILLAS at TACO BELL! Yum YUm!! N grab our beloved seats at MC CAFE ;) yesh thats where we always went out on a date. . . he would play ma psp while me reading a book trying to relax as i lean ma head on his shoulders. . we would stop to chat and continued with our activities or played tha game together in some intervals. He's hooked to ma SPOTS with my SUPERB DUPERP GIRLFWENS!
Now thinking of yesterday's outing m aint angry with u darling but m still frustated. . yesh these is gals . . . u earn them as ya GF u treat them well. . never neglect them!! but nevertheless huney. . . i am still deeply in love with you. I love u many many aites??
mwaacckss!!
ps: I NEED INTEVENTION, ATTENTION TO STOP TEMPTATION TO SCREAM!!
Labels: I loved him but i need more than just love.
